I need to apologize for all my dread behavior. Here is the reason, and I am on service-connected disability. Current diagnosis is Complex PTSD. Sorry about all my sturm und drang. http://www.ptsd.va.gov/public/problems/anger-and-trauma.asp Sincerely, Robert |
On Sat, Dec 17, 2016 at 9:57 AM, Robert Withers <[hidden email]> wrote: > > I need to apologize for all my dread behavior. Here is the reason, and I am > on service-connected disability. Current diagnosis is Complex PTSD. Sorry > about all my sturm und drang. > > http://www.ptsd.va.gov/public/problems/anger-and-trauma.asp > Sorry to hear you are suffering with that. Hopefully a useful treatment is not too far away... F.D.A. Agrees to New Trials for Ecstasy as Relief for PTSD Patients http://www.nytimes.com/2016/11/29/us/ptsd-mdma-ecstasy.html?_r=0 cheers -ben |
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What rage ? I have not noticed anything, in any case I wish you the best :)
I am also suffering from "dysthymia" which is actually the opposite of what you have still is no fun and its very difficult to explain to others but I see a psychiatrist for over a year now and I have seen a lot of improvement. On Sat, Dec 17, 2016 at 3:57 AM Robert Withers <[hidden email]> wrote:
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I am sad with you in your diagnosis. I get that too, the blues. I
get high if I am holding and listen to "Kind of Blue" or deep
house or reggae. Some X would be good, but herbage is my mainstay
to drop my constant threat mode (hypervigilence). I do not want a
repeat of what happened! Unfortunately I drive people away to make
sure of that. I appreciate your alls kindness. I wanted to share a
solid explanation of why I am such a dick at times. I flip to
active threat mode, I struggle to control this. It doesn't help
that the police have been stalking me for 2 years, I am all caught
up in their noise. Don't believe a word of their truthfulness. The
blue wall of silence breaks God's commandment thou shalt not bear
false witness. Police violate that daily, protecting their
brothers who shoot unarmed black men in the back and claim they
are fearing for their lives. Really? No, really? Well, that is a
different story. That just freaking triggers me. And my opinion
makes me their target. At least in my C-PTSD befuddled mind. Be well all! On 12/17/2016 2:27 PM, Dimitris
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Well, my paranoia is kicking. I spoke too broadly of police, I
have interacted with many and they do a lot of good. A bad apple
spoils the whatever and their code of silence allows for that sort
of rot. I tell it straight, because they monitor the list. I
pissed them off! Do you think it passed the sanity test that cops
run all street drugs with their felon database in hand? Damn! All
those Fellas are going to turn and bite their masters' hand, you
watch! Stacking these grown men like Twinkies in overcrowded
prisons. There is a debt that needs to be paid and the righteous
are those in prison on a bunch of bullshit paper. Vive la
revolucion! Ok, sorry I went political. I am done. On 12/17/2016 9:49 PM, Robert Withers
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