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Raja Yoga: https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rajayoga-preface
On 10/2/20 4:30 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:
And more heavenly horns! WOOT! I bought a sailboat! Crew
always welcome, hit me up.
Da Truth: https://youtu.be/uuDX4muBneU
Duh.
 
On 10/2/20 4:22 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:
Time for a little bit of heaven, blowing horns!
https://youtu.be/fWzuBSiMkqg
On 10/2/20 4:19 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:
https://youtu.be/HglA72ogPCE
On 10/2/20 4:14 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:
https://youtu.be/fCP2-Bfhy04
On 10/2/20 4:05 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:
https://youtu.be/fCP2-Bfhy04
On 10/2/20 4:00 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:
https://youtu.be/0VLS-P9m0BM
On 10/2/20 3:58 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:
https://youtu.be/O3EW954g9r4
On 10/2/20 3:48 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:
https://youtu.be/wqVsfGQ_1SU
On 10/2/20 3:33 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:
Alright, goddammit! Here is some more Truth, if
you believe in my message. If you can handle it,
it's Big.
PROOF OF THE TRUTH OF THE PROPHESIES OF THE
BIBLE!
Hang on...
On 10/2/20 3:24 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:
https://youtu.be/3GLf-VT4wbY
On 10/2/20 3:24 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:
https://youtu.be/a-mAK3uB2_0
On 10/2/20 3:24
AM, Robert Withers wrote:
https://youtu.be/8c8_DEtMUOM
On 10/2/20 3:23
AM, Robert Withers wrote:
https://youtu.be/q7p-ihYOG5s
On 10/2/20
3:16 AM, Robert Withers wrote:
https://youtu.be/goeZZ4KFXTY
On 10/2/20
3:07 AM, Robert Withers wrote:
I haven't heard from sparky,
recently. Has anyone?
On
10/2/20 3:03 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:
Gotta meditate to this entire
run! It's deep.
https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects
On
10/2/20 2:50 AM, Robert Withers
via Squeak-dev wrote:
https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta
https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando
On
10/2/20 2:39 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:
Play a bit of these spicy
beats! The music helps me to
express what is on the inside.
https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711
On
10/2/20 2:26 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:
For
I will restore health
unto thee, and I will
heal thee of thy wounds,
saith the Lord;
because they called thee
an Outcast, saying, This
is Zion, whom no man
seeketh after.
Jeremiah
30:17
On
10/2/20 2:22 AM, Robert
Withers via Squeak-dev
wrote:
Thank you for reaching
out in this manner on
these issues. Though be ye
not concerned for my
health, Ron, I am in a
good place. The sobbing
really helps a LOT! And I
was brought to that
tonight after screaming!
And discussing a couple of
my many suicide attempts.
And realizing the effect
my not finding a home with
Squeak had affected me
over 20 years. It hurts! I
sob. All is well; God is
Good. The Truth heals. All
praise to the Most High!
Kindly,
Rob
On
10/2/20 2:16 AM, Ron
Teitelbaum wrote:
Rob,
You have been in this place before. Is there
someone you can talk
to for help? Do you
have a connection to
someone that is
working with you on
your issues? Would
you consider calling
them now?
I've seen you here before. I've seen you doing
much better. You
should be good to
yourself and get help
now to move into
calmer water and get
on a more even keel.
A better future
includes protecting
yourself, being nice
to yourself, and
making sure you get
help when you need it.
Don't wait until later. I really recommend you
do it now.
Ron
"And
would not
encourage the
feeding of the
indigent!"
On 10/2/20
12:21 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:
The
Hellfire and its
occupants, not my
problem. I pay no
attention. Burn.
I "Will be in a
life of bliss,
In a Garden on
high. The Fruits
whereof"...
Al
Haqqah (69)
[The
Sure Reality!
What
is the Sure
Reality?
And
what will make
thee realise
what the Sure
Reality is?
The
Thamud and the
'Ad People
(branded) as
false the
Stunning
Calamity!
But
the Thamud,-
they were
destroyed by a
terrible Storm
of thunder and
lightning!
And
the 'Ad, they
were destroyed
by a furious
Wind,
exceedingly
violent;
He
made it rage
against them
seven nights
and eight days
in succession:
so that thou
couldst see
the (whole)
people lying
prostrate in
its (path), as
they had been
roots of
hollow
palm-trees
tumbled down!
Then
seest thou any
of them left
surviving?
And
Pharaoh, and
those before
him, and the
Cities
Overthrown,
committed
habitual Sin.
And
disobeyed
(each) the
messenger of
their Lord; so
He punished
them with an
abundant
Penalty.
We,
when the water
(of Noah's
Flood)
overflowed
beyond its
limits,
carried you
(mankind), in
the floating
(Ark),
That
We might make
it a Message
unto you, and
that ears
(that should
hear the tale
and) retain
its memory
should bear
its (lessons)
in
remembrance.
Then,
when one blast
is sounded on
the Trumpet,
And
the earth is
moved, and its
mountains, and
they are
crushed to
powder at one
stroke,-
On
that Day shall
the (Great)
Event come to
pass.
And
the sky will
be rent
asunder, for
it will that
Day be flimsy,
And
the angels
will be on its
sides, and
eight will,
that Day, bear
the Throne of
thy Lord above
them.
That
Day shall ye
be brought to
Judgment: not
an act of
yours that ye
hide will be
hidden.
Then
he that will
be given his
Record in his
right hand
will say: "Ah
here! Read ye
my Record!
"I
did really
understand
that my
Account would
(One Day)
reach me!"
And
he will be in
a life of
Bliss,
The
Fruits whereof
(will hang in
bunches) low
and near.
"Eat
ye and drink
ye, with full
satisfaction;
because of the
(good) that ye
sent before
you, in the
days that are
gone!"
And
he that will
be given his
Record in his
left hand,
will say: "Ah!
Would that my
Record had not
been given to
me!
"And
that I had
never realised
how my account
(stood)!
"Ah!
Would that
(Death) had
made an end of
me!
"Of
no profit to
me has been my
wealth!
"My
power has
perished from
me!"...
(The
stern command
will say):
"Seize ye him,
and bind ye
him,
"And
burn ye him in
the Blazing
Fire.
"Further,
make him march
in a chain,
whereof the
length is
seventy
cubits!
"This
was he that
would not
believe in
Allah Most
High.
"And
would not
encourage the
feeding of the
indigent!
"So
no friend hath
he here this
Day.
"Nor
hath he any
food except
the corruption
from the
washing of
wounds,
"Which
none do eat
but those in
sin."
So
I do call to
witness what
ye see,
And
what ye see
not,
That
this is verily
the word of an
honoured
messenger;
It
is not the
word of a
poet: little
it is ye
believe!
Nor
is it the word
of a
soothsayer:
little
admonition it
is ye receive.
(This
is) a Message
sent down from
the Lord of
the Worlds.
And
if the
messenger were
to invent any
sayings in Our
name,
We
should
certainly
seize him by
his right
hand,
And
We should
certainly then
cut off the
artery of his
heart:
Nor
could any of
you withhold
him (from Our
wrath).
But
verily this is
a Message for
the
Allah-fearing.
And
We certainly
know that
there are
amongst you
those that
reject (it).
But
truly
(Revelation)
is a cause of
sorrow for the
Unbelievers.
But
verily it is
Truth of
assured
certainty.
So
glorify the
name of thy
Lord Most
High.
] -
Quran 69:1-52
---
Slosher
Oriental, NC
On
10/1/20 11:36
PM, Ron
Teitelbaum
wrote:
Hi Rob,
I'm so sorry you felt that way. I know you have
had major
issues, you
have said the
same
yourself. I'm
always happy
to see you
come back even
after long
absences. You
are a
brilliant coder
and it has
been my
distinct
pleasure to
work with you
on
Cryptography!
Thank you for
all you have
done and
indeed you are
responsible
for adding
significant
value to
Squeak and the
community.
We all work on code and it's easy to work your
ass off on
something to
make it work
and forget
where it
originated.
We all
contribute in
large and
small ways to
everything.
If you started
VMMaker thank
you! It is
definitely
something a
lot of us
use. I
remember
learning all
about it a
long long time
ago before I
realized that
while I could
understand it
and I could
use it, the
people that
work on the VM
are a level
higher than
me. I just
make apps!
I remember getting in an argument with Andreas
about adding
methods to
collection.
"WE DON"T NEED
more methods
in Collection
we need to
remove most of
them and make
it easier!" I
argued with
him about the
value over and
over but he
insisted that
they just
didn't add
enough value.
I could have
been put off.
I could have
assumed that
Andreas didn't
like me but I
would have
been very
wrong! I was
really honored
to get the
chance to work
with him and
we became
great
friends. Of
course I added
my methods to
the code we
were working
on together
and was so
thrilled when
he used my
methods for
his own code.
I
don't know
what happened
with VMMaker
but again
thank you for
your participation in it.. I wanted to take a minute to thank you for
your work and
to let you
know it is my
honor to work
with you too!
I hope that
you can come
to terms with
your past and
that you get
the help you
need for your
CPTSD.
Everything
is possible,
the past is
gone, but the
future is
still yours to
shape. I wish
the past was
set in stone
but even that
moves and
slips. I was
talking to my
wife about a
party we
attended:
"Remember in
2000 we were
at the party
and counted
down the new
year and
someone hit
the breaker
and killed the
lights! We
were all
talking about
what would
happen in the
year 2000,
would
everything
break!" Great
story except
that I hadn't
met my wife
yet! The past
is only what
we remember
but the future
is something
we have
control over.
Peace, calm,
happyness,
they are all
hard to come
by but they
are possible.
I wish you
success in
finding what
makes your
future better.
I'm
sorry
about the bad
things that
have happened
to you in
the past. As
far as I'm
concerned, you
are welcomed
here!
All
the best,
Ron
Teitelbaum
On Thu, Oct 1, 2020 at 10:38 PM Robert Withers via
Squeak-dev
< [hidden email]>
wrote:
:sob::sob::sob:
On
10/1/20 10:34
PM, Robert
Withers wrote:
I wrote to
the #general
Squeak Slack
channel:
What
a complete
larcenous
bastard. 20
years ago,
this month,
published it
as his own
work. And been
against me
ever since. My
CPTSD (100%
veteran
service-connected)
comes with an
exquisitely
sensitive
deception
meter. There
are those who
shunned me and
ostracized me
and made me
feel MOST
UNWELCOME.
For 20 years.
My delusions
kick in and I
start
suspecting
back channel
communications
against me. My
love for
Squeak
conflicted
with what I
knew was
happening. but
I hung in
there and
worked on
Cryptography,
work with a
group of great
people and
that I am
satisfied with
its added
value to
Squeak. For 20
years I KNEW
people were
against me in
the community.
I cannot
describe how
negatively
this affected
me. My third
suicide
attempt, in
2007 I jumped
off the roof
of a 6 story
apartment
building and
broke my back
along with
many bones.
God did not
want me to
die, yet, so I
lived. This
deception and
ostracism is
most well
highlighted by
the taking
credit for my
work, without
attribution.
He is a
complete tool.
SHAME!
I
do not know
the degree to
which he spoke
against me. I imagine it
was ever since
2000.
Delusions!
What is real?
I knew not. So
much torment!
AGONY! They do
not welcome
me! They are
trying to
chase me off!
Good grief,
Charlie Brown.
Severely
exacerbated my
CPTSD! I kept
trying to kill
myself because
of it! I
thought I had
done something
egregiously
wrong.
Whatever it
was it had to
be my fault. I
was not
feeling the
love, even
from myself.
:scream:
:scream:
In
2017, 900
units of
insulin
brought my
blood glucose
below 40. I
almost
succeeded that
time.
:scream:
rww
On
10/1/20 8:55
PM, Robert
Withers wrote:
The worst sort of person is one who takes the credit for the work of
another. Wouldn't you agree?
You may wish to hear John's judgement on the matter. He was right there
when it was first built.
If you are not humble you will be humiliated, and brought low.
rww
On 10/1/20 8:35 PM, tim Rowledge wrote:
On 2020-10-01, at 4:57 PM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev [hidden email] wrote:
I am curious. Who was the original author of the VMMaker Tool?
That would be me; back in exobox days. Written along with the original VMMaker and intended to be an example of clean, tidy, morphic usage. I've no idea if anyone ever uses it now, since running it via scripting has proven more valuable.
tim
--
tim Rowledge; [hidden email]; http://www.rowledge.org/tim
"Wibble" said Pooh the stress beginning to show.
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